the most stupid thing i ever done is to meet you

 

when you dont know when, where, under what circustances to do what,

then whatever you do is wrong

so i am the one always wrong

 

is it my fault that ppl left me behind and move on?

maybe it's the best for them, 

but maybe it's also for both sides

instead of wasting time, waiting for an impposible ending, why not just saying goodbye

 

when you feel disappointed how do u know u r not perform disappointingly?

when you call others mean fucken person, how do u know u r not such person in the other's mind?

so on , so fore

 

everything is matual except the fact

you may fall in love with someone who never loves you back

 

that's my karma

 

so why keep wasting each other's time

 

maybe my existance is a mistake

but you hv to right to tell me

maybe i m not good as a friend, as a lover, even as a human

buti dont need you to tell me

maybe i am just a disaster for others

whatever, it's not your business

 

i am here just because who i am

 

so, if you just wanna blame me, torture me, piss me off

sorry, you find the wrong one

 

there is only one person who can hurt me, that is myself

 

so i being frank, appear weak in front of you, i keep silent, i get hurt,

not because you so powerful, so right,

not because i expect to hurt me back with my pain

only because i care, the wrong person

 

so dont cross the line, dont try to hurt me

you r here only because i care, care the one ever tried to be nice

but if you turn out to be the opposite

you are nothing

 

let the sky collapes

let the rain falls

let the thunder sounds

and let it hit me

that's the only punishement i will look for

 

so stop quizing me with human games

I m so sick of it

 

 

P.S i guess jus like the mutual facts, what is here prob what's also in your mind. nothing will be alright, and before it's alright, i'm already so tired

there are always goals/expectations that people work for

never say "I dont", that's because u just haven't realized.

 

for friends, people always expect forever lasting true

while how many of you, how many times work on how it will work

it is a spiritual thing, while not only that, psychology is also a science

because humans all share the same basic emotions and feelings within certain groups

 

there were several porcupines plan to spend winter together