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Catherine's——平淡是真Chinese Story in Melbourne October 10 miserable sweetLife is too complex
You are too complex
Cathy always gets confused
Maybe i m just a shallow person
cannot wait for the eternal spiritual friends
Life is piled up by little little things
friends are proved by time
fun time or boredom
only the feeling of being always around makes you look reliable
makes friendship everlasting
famous? successful?
do we need to adore people so much if we only know them by name?
how can we know someone by heart
how can you convince you heart the reliability
you cared, you remembered
maybe you are also wondering
but distance appeared
and is not narrowing
I dont wanna think
when i cannot change the situation
I would just wait
May God have mercy on us
courage, patience, forgiveness, faith, love
September 16 ajfklasjflqfjf如果我们不再相爱我会找一个雨天安静地离开让那无言的雨水心情泛滥在你的窗外仿佛是你为我哭了起来仿佛我们依然彼此期待离开你在我最寂寞的时候如果所有誓言已走到尽头让我在记忆中永远保留你的温柔什么话都不说就让悲伤跟着我如果我们不再相爱祝福你有一个美好的未来哦不要再提起我们曾经付出的关怀如果我们真的不再相爱如果我们不再相爱我会在夜里留下珍重的告白当你的美梦正甜把思念吻在你的唇边仿佛我们依然彼此期待离开你在我最寂寞的时候如果所有誓言已走到尽头让我在记忆中永远保留你的温柔什么话都不要说就让悲伤跟着我如果我们不再相爱祝福你拥有一个美好的未来哦不要再提起我们曾经付出的关怀如果我们真的不再相爱哦忘了吧那些我们最初真志的情怀
这不是偶然也不是祝愿这是上天对重逢的安排不相信眼泪不相信改变可是坚信彼此的情愿我依然如何如何回到你的心田我应该怎样怎样才能走进你的梦我想呀想盼呀盼盼望回到我们的初恋我望呀望看呀看再次重逢你的笑脸那一夜你没有拒绝我那一夜我伤害了你那一夜你满眼泪水那一夜你为我喝醉那一夜我与你分手那一夜我伤害了你那一夜我举起酒杯那一夜我心儿已碎这不是偶然也不是祝愿这是上天对重逢的安排不相信眼泪不相信改变可是坚信彼此的情愿我想呀想盼呀盼盼望回到我们的初恋我望呀望看呀看再次重逢你的笑脸那一夜你没有拒绝我那一夜我伤害了你那一夜你满脸泪水那一夜我与你分手那一夜我伤害了你那一夜我举起酒杯那一夜我不堪回味
每一段感情的开始都以为这一次就会是永远都会以为伤害已经到了尽头只是到头来失去的只有自己的心 September 07 9月7日的反省 先行动后思考，和一见钟情一样 往往带给人的是后面接二连三的烦恼 老天是不是太嫉妒了 这世上往往相互喜欢，相互迷恋的两个人 往往因为在第一时间就决定了彼此依偎 相互的依恋让人忽略了现实的复杂 初见时的激情往往会让人忽略那些不完美 只是，随着时间的推移 激情的淡去 那些不顾一切的包容也会随之而去 取而代之 我们往往学会批判，学会苛求 现实与期待的落差 往往让人悔大于恋 于是，我想 也许这世上相爱的人，往往都是缘深份浅吧 能在一起相守的 往往不是那些爱过的 往往不是那些期盼过的 往往不是那些我们害怕他知道自己不完美的 爱情，确实叫人灰心 只是这杯爱的毒酒 又叫多少人乐此不疲 甘愿饮鸩止渴？ 这个世上，最真的事实是永远没有永远 可是，难道暂时就真的只有那几天？ 我不爱你，只是我不想承受失去 告诉自己不在乎 其实只是想把你留得久一点 男人往往关心自己关心的人 女人往往会掉入关心自己的人的陷阱 只是这场猎与被猎的游戏 你想玩多久 又能玩多久 游戏人间 June 17 nothing is alrightthe most stupid thing i ever done is to meet you
when you dont know when, where, under what circustances to do what,
then whatever you do is wrong
so i am the one always wrong
is it my fault that ppl left me behind and move on?
maybe it's the best for them,
but maybe it's also for both sides
instead of wasting time, waiting for an impposible ending, why not just saying goodbye
when you feel disappointed how do u know u r not perform disappointingly?
when you call others mean fucken person, how do u know u r not such person in the other's mind?
so on , so fore
everything is matual except the fact
you may fall in love with someone who never loves you back
that's my karma
so why keep wasting each other's time
maybe my existance is a mistake
but you hv to right to tell me
maybe i m not good as a friend, as a lover, even as a human
buti dont need you to tell me
maybe i am just a disaster for others
whatever, it's not your business
i am here just because who i am
so, if you just wanna blame me, torture me, piss me off
sorry, you find the wrong one
there is only one person who can hurt me, that is myself
so i being frank, appear weak in front of you, i keep silent, i get hurt,
not because you so powerful, so right,
not because i expect to hurt me back with my pain
only because i care, the wrong person
so dont cross the line, dont try to hurt me
you r here only because i care, care the one ever tried to be nice
but if you turn out to be the opposite
you are nothing
let the sky collapes
let the rain falls
let the thunder sounds
and let it hit me
that's the only punishement i will look for
so stop quizing me with human games
I m so sick of it
P.S i guess jus like the mutual facts, what is here prob what's also in your mind. nothing will be alright, and before it's alright, i'm already so tired June 16 we are all so selfishthere are always goals/expectations that people work for
never say "I dont", that's because u just haven't realized.
for friends, people always expect forever lasting true
while how many of you, how many times work on how it will work
it is a spiritual thing, while not only that, psychology is also a science
because humans all share the same basic emotions and feelings within certain groups
there were several porcupines plan to spend winter together
it's was a severe winter, cold, windy and not enough food
they can only get close to get warmed up
while their needles make them uncomfortable when they get too close,
it even hurts
humans r the same
we need friends to inspire us when we r upset
need someone to rely on when we in need
we need someone to care, to love and
we wanna feel being cared, and, loved
Interestingly, we always fall in love with someone who wont response as we expect
it is the same fact why we should cherish when we finally find someone who share the same faith
you cant get too much committed,
above all, you are still single individual
once someone comes over you, you r in trouble
no matter physically or mentally
you won't be too conscious once you indeed care about someone
if emotions and feeling can be controled,
how can it be true?
so the most beautiful things always cant last for long
coz things change so quick,
God being so jealous
so the everlasting friendship usually so boring
in some other means, boring can mean securing
so, neither let love tear u guys apart
or u put aside the too heavy feelings
happiness isnt that easy to obtain than to say
while, aint we wasting our time for being worried all the time
life is so short, so short that we dont even know when it will end up
life is so long, so long that we dont know how can we do better
so we can only concern about today
I used to be a so dominant girl
i said "i dont care i m right or wrong
u r righteous or wrong"
as long as you can be dominant as me,
as long as you can be weired as me,
as long as you can always stay no matter what happens
it's too late to dream like that
it's too unrealistic to dream like that
Why we give up?
neither it's too hard
or even you can make it, the result wont be as sweet as we propose
so much uncertainty
life, itself, isnt a bid?
always easy to finish
but never know whether or where it will start again
and, can we manage to do better
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